whats on my heart

2 Jul

I feel very wordless today. And yet, I need 165 more as of the end of this sentence. But simply counting words would probably make it seem longer. Like when you clock watch in class. The longer you stare, the longer class drags on. But when you actually just kinda sit and pay attention and don't check the clock every what seems like ten minutes but is actually every ten seconds, it goes by faster. That is the trick. Just pay attention for a bit (or in this case, ramble on for a bit) and soon it is finished. Funny how those things work, eh?
PS I kinda want a huge storm to just come out of nowhere right now. PPS I think I've decided I need a vacation from vacation. A part of me wants to just quit right now and not go back to school and not go to college and just go get a real job. Except that in today's world you can't really do anything if you don't have a college degree, which you need to graduate to get.