Anything, everything & nothing.
This journal begins on Jan 01, 2009 with 1 word, and continues until Dec 31, 2009. During these 365 days lexiphanicxx will write a total of 66,795 words.
I dislike when people contradict themselves. They say one thing so confidently, yet they themselves are culprits as well. They talk all 'high and mighty' yet they do not really understand what is coming out of their mouths to the... More »
At this moment in time: I'm calm. School starts in a couple of days and I'm excited. I know it will take me a while to get used to, but I’ll get there; to that place where I'm comfortable. I’m... More »
...I just need to force it. Tell myself to screw everything and just do it. Close friends are moving away or going to different schools. I feel like we’re all growing up so fast. In another eighteen years we’ll be... More »
...I think all of this bad luck lately is from karma getting back at the bad things I’ve done. Yes, this is for the mall-rating incident. I gave it, I deserve it. I really need to watch it. I can’t... More »
...I think you’re really insecure. I think I’m emotionally unstable. In order to pursue the occupation I want I need to figure myself out first. You know when people are really bad at hiding things? It makes it worse. If... More »
...I can deal with that. This sets me back in the relationship department. I say I want to be in a relationship. I need to find that someone that I need to open myself up too. Haven’t found that yet,... More »
...care what you think. I am never what you say I am. I hate how fast I get sick of people. I just have a general dislike of people. People bother me. Including myself. I like being detached from people.... More »