...i'm learning it's all you can do
This journal begins on Dec 27, 2008 with 1 word, and continues until Dec 14, 2009. During these 353 days buyapapaya will write a total of 62,481 words.
This journal is in the following groups:
One Day at a Time
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14
Dec
december 26, 2009. this year has been a year of change. it's been the best and the worst and the best. i've learned how to live and how to be vulnerable. i've hidden and i've broken. i started innocent and... More »
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13
Dec
December 31, 2009 cont... how had i reached the point where suddenly i felt like a horrible girlfriend? i always seem to fall for the broken boys... i'm drawn to fix things, and in the process i always seem to... More »
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12
Dec
december 31, 2009. new years eve. i remember a year ago. i remember shivering as i watched the flamethrowers. i remember smiling as we all watched our friends singing out to the crowd. we walked hand-in-hand down the crowded street... More »
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5
Dec
"throughout the afternoon I watched them there, snow-fairies falling, falling from the sky, whirling fantastic in the misty air, contending fierce for space supremacy. and they flew down a mightier force at night, as though in heaven there was revolt... More »
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1
Dec
You gotta Swim Swim for your life Swim for the music That saves you When you're not so sure you'll survive You gotta swim Swim when it hurts The whole world is watching You haven't come this far To fall... More »
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30
Nov
she lifts her skirt up to her knees, walks through the garden rows with her bare feet, laughing. i never learned to count my blessings, i choose instead to dwell in my disasters. walk on down the hill through the... More »
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29
Nov
the television played in front of us. your socks brushed against the floor as they escaped the overwhelming warmth of the blanket. i enjoyed it. my feet rested on your lap with my head on the arm of the couch... More »