last day here (uh oh with the lasts, tomorrow starts the firsts) wake up, talktalktalk off to the diner for a last round of summer diner late breakfast bliss (wishing hutch was here for midnight diner sundaes and onion rings... More »
last night (because you didn't call? because you lost cell reception and i was worried? because you tried to call and couldn't?) (yes, it's always those kinds of nights that have these dreams) i had a bad dream again well... More »
today was good. i'm 18! like kacie said, i can now buy cigarettes or cigars, i can buy porn or lotto tickets, i can be in porn, i can enlist, i can get married, i can go to jail, i... More »
Sometimes when i'm with you it's like i've never loved or thought or kissed or slept before and i'm learning it all over again. Like when you get your appendix out in a joke of a small town hospital and... More »
so the plane took off and i was on it. i said goodbyes out the plane window to all of you that mattered in two years first (and last) to my forever kicker who in the end didn't kick, just... More »
so the packing really starts. my closet is (VERY SLOWLY) being emptied of all (OF THE FRICKIN MILLIONS) of my possessions. ugh. i didn't realize i had so much stuff, and i have no idea how it's all going to... More »
*re-reading wcjs leads to missing my radio and all the songs it used to play Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentlemen. Maybe he won't find out what I know: You were the last good thing... More »