Sometimes I don't like change.

Sometimes I just want things to go back to the way they once were.

But sometimes I'm still happy with change. I think that it's necessary for change to occur for many reasons. But the main reason is so that we can grow, and change, and become more mature in everything really. If we don't change we can't learn and we can never become anything more or better. If that makes sense. I'm not really sure that it does.

Has anyone else noticed how philosophical I've been lately? It's ridiculous!

I think that's cause I feel like I'm talking to myself. As much as I would like this journal to be private, I do like to know that there is a reason that I continue to write these entries. I want my friends to comment and tell me what they think and I want to be able to improve the subjects of these entries and actually write interesting things.

And as annoying as it is to do these entries everyday (as exhibited by the fact that I very rarely remember to actually write them everyday... :P) I still think that I'm going to go for another year of doing these. It's a fun thing for me and I think that it's worthwhile too. Has anyone actually stopped to consider that by the time you've finished you really have written an insane amount! :D