I feel...horrible. I can't remember the last time I felt this horrible. My boyfriend of a little more than three months broke up with me. Or I broke up with him. I'm not sure. It was sort of a mutual thing. We didn't want to. We were both in tears the whole time we were talking about it. It's just that he's going hours away for college, and I've still got two years left of high school. It's far from likely that I'd go to the same college as him. There were other reasons, but I really don't think I should explain them here. Remind me not to go emo Bella...