all in my head.
This journal begins on Mar 09, 2008 with 1 word, and continues until Mar 08, 2009. During these 365 days julian will write a total of 66,795 words.
Same fake personality. Same fake pose, fake possie. Fake, fake, fake, fake, faek, faeek, fakjknm, skjdnflajskdn. Where do you go when your mind sleeps? Where are you, that I... More »
Running from the truth, closing my eyes, you are there. You are there, you are there, you are there. Always, you are there. I open my eyes and... More »
I turn around and you are there. How can you expect me to move on when your needy eyes meet mine? I see through the ego trip.... More »
Just as quickly as I forget, EVERYTHING comes back to me. "Do you love me?" and "I'll never leave" haunt my suburban dreams and those long,... More »
Is it pathetic to want less out of life? You know, I live my life by the philosophy of less is more, so more must be... More »
Is it sad? Was I "ruining" my life by living the fabulous life of a gay high school dropout, smoking pot out of a glass... More »
these nights now go too quietly, safe in the suburbs, away from the alcohol, the drug-induced insomnia, the drug-induced fear. now, its just plain... More »