all in my head.
This journal begins on Mar 09, 2008 with 1 word, and continues until Mar 08, 2009. During these 365 days julian will write a total of 66,795 words.
"i knew you were real! i just knew you would always come for me!" that would be me. hopeful and vampire-obsessed. i would finally start to see them, because after all this time my head has finally brought my dreams... More »
peaches? FUCKING PEACHES?! i want more! i want more, more, more. i want turkish delight, i want world peace, i want to pet polar bears, i want to sleep in streets, and to be free of disease!!! "Peaches, peaches, peaches... More »
there is some sort of lifeforce circulating through each and every existing being, conscious or not. the elves and sprites dance sullenly down the streets of a never-sleeping urban forest. they spread the good force of life as they parade... More »
so... can anyone else see the giant rock floating above our heads? it's floating above our bustling city, directly above our everyday existance. it just sits there dangling in the sky, and at night you can see the lights eminating... More »
what has come over me since? i'm confused. but then again, i'm always confused. i have always been confused. you, my imaginary friend, you are also confused. that lady singing to herself on the subway this morning; she was confused.... More »
perfect. underwater, i feel perfect. above the clouds, i feel utterly perfect. for the first time, though, i feel perfectly safe here above water, and grounded. my feet are planted so i just stand here swaying to the beat of... More »
turning and returning to static in my head, falling forward but not really falling at all. i let my feet go and gently tumbled backwards onto the soft air that caught my fall. floating upwards i felt so real, yet... More »