i just want to feel something real.

i'm sick of living in my head, where nothing is real, and everything i feel is so fucking fake.

you know that i miss you? you have always been something real to me. lying awake, tripping out you were always lying next to me. i could feel you there, so i hold on tight to how it feels cause i can't imagine myself stuck in this reality without your presence to pull me through.

girl, you pull me though.