all in my head.
This journal begins on Mar 09, 2008 with 1 word, and continues until Mar 08, 2009. During these 365 days julian will write a total of 66,795 words.
free your mind
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5
Jun
what would you do if i finally made a move? would you kiss me back? and then what? where do we go from there? they say you are infested with demons, and i know it's true cause i can see... More »
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4
Jun
you'll always be 15 to me, cause youre still just so unsure about yourself. don't you see? you are the broken winged, the raven, the crow, the blackbird, you are everything i have ever wanted. you the music, you are... More »
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2
Jun
i just want to feel something real. i'm sick of living in my head, where nothing is real, and everything i feel is so fucking fake. you know that i miss you? you have always been something real to me.... More »
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1
Jun
22 miles to go until we're back home, and the highway seems so long. you played sweet songs. it was Cotton Crush, but i'm so, so high. I thought i could see your heartbeat float up to the sky and... More »
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31
May
"i like you." you will never see the gold, it's in your face. and i'm open-faced to you. so you stand in the rain all night and wonder why you are so wet and cold in the end. boy, you... More »
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15
May
okay, so you call me back. how long has it been? months. and months. and only because that boy from London hung himself last night, at 17. "we don't know why he did it." of course not, you never stopped... More »
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5
May
i'll buy you out, boy. spend every penny to see you alive. now, if only you'll come to me, we can start discussing method of payment. now, i don't have a lot of money. money, money, money but i think;... More »